Aku Menyesal ( Part 2 )

⋇ ⋇ Bermula lah kisah gelap Sasya ⋇ ⋇

  Semenjak berkenalan dengan David ,, Sasya semakin mengabaikan pelajaran . Keputusan semakin merosot ,, kerja sekolah tidak disiapkan dan sering melakukan kesalahan disiplin . Ini membimbangkan pihak sekolah . Oleh itu,, mereka terpaksa memanggil Ibu bapa Sasya ke sekolah untuk membincangkan masalah anak kesayangan mereka .

  Setelah pulang ke rumah ,, Ibu Sasya ingin mengambil telefon bimbit Sasya kerana berkelakuan buruk semenjak Sasya sering bersms . Namun ,, Sasya enggan menyerahkan hpnya kepada ibunya kerana ia satu-satunya kebebasan Sasya . Kerana sikap kurang ajar Sasya ,, ibunya bertindak keras dengan menampar pipi Sasya . Sasya semakin marah dan sedih kerana ibunya sanggup menghancurkan satu-satunya kegembiraan nya . Sasya berlari ke bilik dan terus mengunci pintu . Sudah 1 hari Sasya mengurung diri dalam bilik ,, tanpa keluar dan makan . Ibunya sangat bimbangkan kesihatan anaknya . Sudah banyak kali ibunya meminta maaf atas kekasarannya dan merayu Sasya keluar dan makan .

  Walaupun lapar ,, namun Sasya berkeras kepala . Akhirnya ,, Sasya nekad untuk lari dari rumah ! Sasya menelefon David untuk mengambilnya di rumah pada pukul 12 malam .

  Malam menjelang tiba . Sasya sudah sedia untuk lari dari rumah tersebut . Untuk mencari kebebasan yang sudah sekian lama dia cari . David sudah menunggu Sasya di luar dengan kereta proton nya . Sasya keluar melalui tingkap biliknya kerana dia tidak mahu ibu bapanya sedar dari tidurnya . Sebelun dia keluar ,, dia telah meninggalkan sebuah nota .

Kepada Ibu dan Ayah yang tersayang .

Sasya mintak maaf sebab banyak susahkan ibu ayah .

Sasya tahu ibu dan ayah buat semua ni untuk kebaikan Sasya .

Tapi,, Sasya nak kebebasan juga .

Sasya nak juga luangkan masa dengan kawan-kawan .

Sasya dah x tahan !

Sasya buat keputusan untuk lari dari rumah .

Ibu dan ayah xperlu risau .

Sasya pandai jaga diri Sasya .

Daripada Sasya .

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Aku Menyesal (Part 1)

Amaran : Cerita ini tidak ada kaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun yang

         sudah meninggal.

Kisah ini mengenai seorang remaja perempuan yang terlalu BEBAS ..

⋇⋇ Hospital Sakit Jiwa ⋇⋇

  "Eyh,,kesian aku tengok orang tua tu!", beritahu seorang jururawat yang bekerja di hospital tersebut kepada rakan sekerjanya. "Kenapa pulak kau kesian dengan dia?",tanya rakannya. Lalu,, jururawat tersebut menceritakan kisah yang menimpa hidup wanita tersebut.

⋇⋇ 15 tahun dahulu ⋇⋇

  "Sasya ! Mari makan cepat ! Mak dah masak masakan kegemaran kau tu !", Ibu Sasya memanggil satu-satunya anak mereka. "Baiklah, Mak ! Sekejap lagi Sasya turun ! Apabila mereka sekeluarga sedang makan tengah hari,, Sasya meminta izin ibunya untuk keluar bersama rakan sekolahnya. Namun,, ibunya tidak membenarkan kerana bimbang akan keselamatan anaknya. Kerana tidak puas hati,, Sasya memarahi ibunya kerana terlalu mengawal perbuatan serta pergaulannya. Disebabkan terlalu sayangkan anaknya,, ibu Sasya telah melarangnya bersiar-siar ke mana-mana tanpa ibu mahupun ayahnya.

  Disebabkan itu,, Sasya sering mengurung dirinya di dalam bilik. Pada suatu hari,, Sasya telah menemui sebuah laman web sosial semasa sedang melayari internet untuk mencari bahan rujukan. Sasya berkenalan dengan seorang jejaka yang menggunakan nama samaran "David". Semenjak hari itu,, Sasya sering berhubung dengan "David" melalui telefon bimbit. Ibunya berasa hairan sebab Sasya sering bersms tidak kira siang atau malam. Namun ibunya mengabaikan kerana tidak mahu anaknya tertekan dengan sikapnya yang terlampau sayang akan anaknya.

  Seperti hari biasa,, Sasya akan pergi ke sekolah pada pukul 7 pagi kerana mempunyai tugasan sebagai seorang pengawas. Walaupun Sasya sering sibuk semenjak menjawat jawatan sebagai pengawas,, namun Sasya tidak pernah mengabaikan pelajarannya. Tambahan pula,, Sasya akan menduduki peperiksaan SPM pada tahun ini.

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What I want to do ..

Dah 2 minggu meq 2 gwk ..
Dalam 2 minggu ea,, xda pun meq 2 temu ..
Dah la jarang mcg ..
Rindu tahap gaban dah tok ..

Ok,, seriously,, ada byk bnda aku mok plh tyme b'gwk ..
What couple do not what adult do ..

First of all .. Kita mula dari awal lok ..
No rushing !

First,, I want us to hold hands ..

Next step is,, kiss me on the cheecks !

Third,, I want you to hold me tight in your arms !

Fourth,, kiss me on the lips .. ( bila dah ckp umo )

Fifth,, let's take picture togather !

  

Sixth,,carry me like a princess .. ( saja jak )

Seventh,, tell me you love me ..

After that,, ask me to marry you ..

Nineth,, live happily ever after !

Lastly,, our children will do the same .. :D

Only you in my heart

Sayang ,, can I steal your pic ??
I can't ?? What the heck do I care ?
Gonna steal it anyway ~






Awieyashi Ariashi Sousukeshi

Know him ? If you don't than let me tell you !

The reasons .. Why I love you ..

The first time I saw you during camp ..

Your smile was breath-taking ..

You were nice to anyone and also to me !

You even look cute when you're mad ! :D

I don't care if people say you look like a girl or your voice sound like a girl ..

You are special to me ..

I love you just the way you are ..

When we text or call,, I just couldn't stop smiling and laughing !

Seriously ,, I really can't believe that we're dating !

All this long I just joke with my friends and sis ..

I said that you'll be my boyfriend one day ..

And it really came true ! Alhamdulillah ~

You are so special and I can't discribe how much I Love You !

Aww .. You look so cute in spec !

My Sayang look cute ! And gay ! Ahaha .. Joking ~

I want you to hug me also ! Why you so cute ?!

I cant take it anymore ..

He's to good to be true ! Haha ..

Anyway,, bitches !! He's mine and only mine !

Understood ? Mok laki ? Carik rah lorong 2 !

But xdak Mak Nyah laa ~

You steal my boyfriend,, i'm gonna steal your bloody soul !

Hehee !

Mohd. Asri is owned by Amiey Shasita !

Syamimi Nadhirah is owned by Awieyashi !

Screaming Jenny --- A sad yet scary story

 The old storage sheds along the tracks were abandoned shortly after the Baltimore & Ohio Railroad was built, and it wasn't long before the poor folk of the area moved in. The sheds provided shelter - of a sort - although the winter wind still pierced through every crevice, and the small fireplaces that the poor constructed did little to keep the cold at bay.

 A gentle, kindly woman named Jenny lived alone in one of the smaller sheds. She had fallen on hard times, and with no family to protect her, she was forced to find work where she could and take whatever shelter was available to someone with little money. Jenny never had enough to eat and in winter her tiny fire barely kept her alive during the cold months. Still, she kept her spirits up and tried to help other folks when they took sick or needed food, sometimes going without herself so that another could eat.

 One cold evening in late autumn, Jenny sat shivering over her fire, drinking broth out of a wooden bowl, when a spark flew from the fire and lit her skirts on fire. Intent on filling her aching stomach, Jenny did not notice her flaming clothes until the fire had burnt through the heavy wool of her skirt and began to scorch her skin. Leaping up in terror, Jenny threw her broth over the licking flames but the fluid did nothing to douse the fire. In terror, Jenny fled from the shack and ran along the tracks, screaming for help as the flames engulfed her body.

 The station was not far away, and instinctively Jenny made for it, hoping to find someone to aid her. Within moments, her body was a glowing inferno and Jenny was overwhelmed by pain. Her screams grew more horrible as her steps slowed. She staggered blindly onto the tracks just west of the station, a ball of fire that barely looked human. In her agony, she did not see the glowing headlight of the train rounding the curve, or hear the screech of the breaks as the engineer spotted her fire-eaten figure and tried to stop. A moment later, her terrible screams broke off as the train mowed her down.

 Alerted by the whistle, the crew from the station came running as the engineer halted the train and ran back down the tracks toward poor dead Jenny, who was still burning. The men doused the fire and carried her body back to the station. She was given a pauper's funeral and buried in an unmarked grave in the local churchyard. Within a few days, another poverty-stricken family had moved into her shack, and Jenny was forgotten.

 Forgotten that is, until a month later when a train rounding the bend west of the station was confronted by a screaming ball of fire. Too late to stop, the engineer plowed over the glowing figure before he could bring the train to a screeching halt. Leaping from the engine, he ran back down the tracks to search for a mangled, burning body, but there was nothing there. Shaken, he brought his train into the station and reported the incident to the stationmaster. After hearing his tale, the stationmaster remembered poor, dead Jenny and realized that her ghost had returned to haunt the tracks where she had died.

 To this day, the phantom of Screaming Jenny still appears on the tracks on the anniversary of the day she died. Many an engineer has rounded the curve just west of the station and found himself face to face with the burning ghost of Screaming Jenny, as once more she makes her deadly run towards the Harpers Ferry station, seeking in vain for someone to save her.